My Ghostly Twin

He is always with me no matter where I go.

He is invisible to the naked eye.

But he still casts a shadow.

 

Yesterday, At 3:55 PM

 

Dandelion Fluff

And in January, too!

Bollard

 

I'm No Friend Of Pigeons, But...

Today I went out and shot (photographed, not hunted^) pigeons in the plaza.  Not on the ground, but in the air as they flew in to land on their customary roost on the roof of the metro entrance, with the waxing moon providing the backdrop.  I had to be patient and be prepared to brave the freezing winds because the rascally pigeons kept blithely ignoring my telepathic commands^, but anyway after a fair while and many wasted shots, I had a handful of images I considered presentable.  Here are the best five of the bunch:

 

And as a humorous also-ran, here's one I'm calling "Pigeon carrying the Moon piggyback":

Thus Saith Sam

I started to watch this video with giant contrabass saxophones on YouTube, and found myself spontaneously saying "Fill that with water, and you could drown a kid in it", just like that.

Which reminded me of a certain type of old-fashioned,  "brutalist" (let's call it) American folk humor.  I remember coming across a line in a book that described a hairpin turn in the railroad tracks as being so sharp that "You could sit in the caboose and spit in the conductor's eye".  Just like that.

The Beautiful, Indifferent Moon III

She stays above the fray, as always.

Another Mirror In A Random Spot

This time it was in an alley across from the leasing office of a fish market in Euljiro, Seoul.  Not just any fish market, but specifically a market for dried fish only.  Proudly self-described as the largest such market in all of Korea.

And while I was photographing points of interest as usual, a female vendor mistook me for a woman and addressed me as "mother" (it's the polite generic term for mature women).  I advised her to address me as "uncle" instead.  Actually, this is something that's well wont to happen when I go out all bundled up in a thick form-concealing coat, complete with beanie and scarf.  Must be my "soft" face.

I've actually developed the habit of pretending to be futzing with my hair and covering my face when entering a public restroom.  This is not an exaggeration;  it's happened a number of times in the past that I would pause before the mirror before exiting the restroom to make sure everything was in order, but just then a man would enter, see me and do a double-take, turn and march right back out, only to come back in after checking the sign -- giving me a funny look as he does so.  This sort of thing was mildly amusing in the past (and to think that for a few years I actually sported waist-length hair... boy), but now that I'm, ahem, older, it isn't so funny, it's just a source of annoyance;  unfortunately it looks like this is something that probably will never be over until the day I die.  Just like the thing about how I "look Japanese".

Related post:  A Trip Down Memory Lane

Bardo / བར་དོ་

The Stange Attraction Of The Moon, Pt. 2

Double Dreams Starring William I. Newman, Ph.D

Yesterday morning I had an interesting experience -- two quick dreamlets back to back, separated by a short waking period, starring the same character.

First, I dreamt that my friend William came and started to tell me about the grindingly difficult qualifying exam his students had to sit (he's a professor of astrophysics at UCLA).  To show the awesome amount of work they had to put in, he held up his hand with the thumb and forefinger parted a couple of inches, to show how "thick" the exam was (I guess in my dreams Ph.D students still take pencil-and-paper tests).

Then I woke up, made a brief trip to the bathroom and came back to bed.  I soon fell asleep and dreamt again, and this time I was standing by the long edge of a narrow table or counter when William came in, wearing what looked like a white sailor's cap, sat down on the other side, and silently fixed me with an intense gaze.  I was perplexed and uneasy at first, thought maybe he was trying to weird me out for a joke, but then realized he was drawing me.  I cooperated by keeping the same quarter-profile facing him even as I moved along the edge of the table.

This double appearance of a character in two consecutive dreams reminded me of the time when I nearly woke out of a frustrating dream but through an act of will was able to #go_back_into_the_dream to resolve the situation, and in the process "doubled" myself.

As for William himself, he was an original member of the little group I once organized in the L.A. chapter of Mensa for the purpose of meeting once a month to dine and watch Korean movies together at my downtown flat.  I dignified it with the important-sounding title of "The Korean Cinema Lovers Society" (but only for personal reference^).  It was quite a diverse group at first, the membership including, other than Prof. Newman, an IT tech and his librarian wife, an Asian "tiger mom" and her young daughter, an ancient Jewish couple who I thought were married at first, but no, it turned out they were living in sin^ (they still send me holiday cards every year💖), and even a porn producer (it takes brains to produce good porn^;  come to think, my therapy group also included a porn producer, but he made gay porn -- before dying of AIDS).  As time went on the Society went the way of many such informal groups -- it gradually petered out, became smaller and smaller, and on several occasions William was the only one to show up^, but we kept it up for quite a while before life matters intervened.

I'm A Sociopath,

apparently.  I once took one of those online personality tests, mostly for a lark, and this is the response I got back:

O.K., not to worry -- it's probably just a gag.  They probably respond with this to everybody who is self-absorbed enough to send away for a personality analysis...^^

But I have to say, at the same time I was just a tad weirded out, because it reminded me of this exchange I once had with an actual diagnosed sociopath, in which I was very positive on her emotional "condition", praising it highly and actually wishing I could be more like her.

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Stairs for persons with very uneven legs, perhaps?  But then, the design leaves out half the population of those who suffer from severe cases of Leg Length Discrepancy.  On top of that, the very same persons who found climbing these steps easy would find it extremely unnerving to descend, and vice versa.

Roasted Sparrows

I remember back when I was a child every now and then my father would set out early in the morning with his air rifle to go bird shooting in the hills and return in the late afternoon with tiny birds hanging from his belt.  It was up to mom and the housekeeper to pluck them, pick out the birdshot and roast them whole, heads and all, for dinner.

I thought they were gross and refused to touch them back then, but now, I think maybe I can.  After all, they are supposed to be very tasty!  Recently I actually suggested a lunch trip to this restaurant in Jongno -- one of the very few remaining establishments in Seoul that still serve roasted whole sparrows -- to a friend, and he turned down the offer, as he thought they were gross.  And since I'd rather not go just by myself, the fate of the plan is currently in an uncertain place.  But really, if France's former President Mitterand could bend the rules just for himself out of the whole entire La République, to dine on illegal ortolans (tiny birds that are just like sparrows, but classier for some reason) for the last feast of his life, I think I can chow down on a plate of these birds, Korea's everyman-version of the hoity-toity French buntings.

They say that when dining on ortolans it's tradition to cover one's head with a napkin, to trap the delicious smell of the meat.  But I know the real reason -- it's to hide one's greed for the dish from God's sight.  Wonder if M. Mitterand covered his head?

Beauty II

A rose, yesterday.

 

Headless Ghost On A Wall

As if mere headlessness weren't scary enough, he was posing dramatically behind those "beheading" cables.

Untitled

 

Reminded me of the "Devil's Footprints" (Devon, England, 1855).

Related post:  Pigeon Tracks In The Snow

A Bit Eerie

Makes me think of old TV fantasy/SF programs like The Twilight Zone and The Outer Limits.

Just Looking At These Shots

makes me tired.  As I've said before, "Step out the front door in Seoul, and you're either standing on a hillside or looking at one".  It is known that 70 percent of the Korean peninsula consists of mountainous terrain, but sometimes it also feels like 70 percent of the city of Seoul is mountains as well.

Select related posts:  "Feets, Don't Fail Me Now"

                                   Only The Physically Fit

Pigeon With A Cat Silhouette

on its wing

To turn it into a proper "silhouette", I inverted the black and white

Reminded me of this stuffed cat I picked up on one of my prior trips to Seoul

and of course, the maneki neko, like this one found online

Parking Lot Stain

Trying hard not to Rorschach it...

 

Ghost Mask

 

Smeared

 

Like the Cloud God started to make some clouds, then changed his mind and tried to rub them out.

Gonna Roll With It

 

A Stray I Saw Today

admist my "favorite" condemned buildings.

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More Errant Gloves

Presenting three more recent finds, in grayscale order.