Early this morning I was in bed in a sort of partly-asleep, partly-awake twilight state. I was aware that I was lying in bed, but at the same time I was "dreaming" that I had this heart pendant in my hand.
It was small, the size of a locket, and made of silver, and I was pressing it with the index and middle fingers of my right hand onto my chest, right over my heart (a heart over my heart -- the dream really wanted to make sure I got the point). Then I had an urge to turn over on my left side, but I didn't want to, because I was aware that the sudden movement would cause the dream object to vanish. I tried to resist the urge to move, but after a little while I just couldn't hold out any longer and turned over, and sure enough, the pendant vanished. Feeling miffed, I lay back again, hoping it would reappear, but alas, it didn't.
And I don't know why the top of the heart in the pendant didn't meet the top bar; was it a message about some inadequacy of my heart, either the literal organ or my figurative "heart"? Is it about a lack of love in my life.., or did it just mean that my heart is not completely filled with love for others (but I well knew that already)?
(Hm-mm, and now that I look at it, it also looks like the heart is locked in a small cell...)
Then I was floating high above the Earth, high enough that the space around me was dark and I was afforded a grand view of the Korean peninsula and Jeju Island below, sort of like this,


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